Thanks, Doreen! They say each person sees what mssaege is in a mandala for them, based on what is happening in his/her life at that moment. When I was teaching the mandala classes in CA, we stopped having other people give their interpretations of someone's mandala for that very reason. With all the chaos in you life at this time,I can see where you would have that interpretation. I hope things get better for you very soon, my friend !!